my rythem is off

today started out really bad..


i sprained my ankle while walking, i got sick in the evening, and she told me something tht hurts...
but now i think about it as i write my thoughts into this blog..
she is right but if i do follow what she said i think ill loose every last shred of my love for her..
becuase by nature im a type of guy tht will loose it all at one shot when something bad happens...

i check wether im ok by playing the guitar... as i believe tht when i play a song on my guitar, the tone of the song changes with my mood, and whats worst of all is my rythem is off!.. if my rythem is off it means tht im in no mood at all...
this is something i dont like happening, i avoid this problem at all cost...
loosing my rythem or having my rythem thrown of is a problem....

but in the end as my thoughts draw to a close i think that maybe i should follow her condition and do as she said... but i dont want to loose my love for her....

i love you alot but i dont knw what to do at this rate..

sorry but i dont think i can go online for a while not unless i sort this out...

this is something normal

well this is my first blog


so well its around 2 in the morning here and im awake...

so im listening to music and its blasting through my ears like a car speeding down the highway..
the music thts playing ryt now is sugar were going down by fall out boy...
everytime i listen to songs like this i always think about one person tht mattrs the most to me..
when i walk down the hallway i make sure i listen to my music full blast so tht it blocks out the sound of the people around me...
and all the thisngs and people seem to dissapear and all i can see is my self standing alone...
that was before i met this special person, now im no longer alone in this empty corridor, she is now by my side...

when ever im in class alll i think about is how to do well in my class but when i do something great, i think about her...
well now im gonna listen to music.. once again and i'll love to see her once again..

hehe i wake each morning and i look towards the sky and hope to see her smile...

well i wish i could spend a moment in time and freeze it..
that single moment when nothing else matters..
the moment with her is worth the wait... * and i mean it *
hehe i wish she knws tht im always here for her...

i miss spending time with her...
hehehe...

another day another hour its my life and i hope it doesnt grow sour.. (hehehe corny)

see you on my next blog